First of all, i wanna say sorry!
i know i have not been blogging for quite some time.
many things happened,
at the back of my head,
feelings and emotions,
tots and wonders,
sun shine and rain.
i will put myself together again, one day.
and reorganize what's in my head.
well, till then.
take care.
Sunday, November 25, 2007
Monday, November 12, 2007
Save.
we were trying to save up.
yes, even me.
there are so many things in my head that i plan to do...
to japan(with friends only!), to an island/beach, visit Jas or we go for a trip, Christmas shopping, eat! bla and bla and bla.
the whole China thingy crashed into my plan. :S
half of my saving will or might be in for the trip!
but i call up my sis yesterday, plan to go take pictures together for the visa.
and end up my sis gave the phone over to my dad.
my dad was surprised bout the trip!
and said no way, they are having classes.
okay. i didnt know that.
that was mom's plan. and great! my sister sms-ed me telling me that she/they are not going.
and ASK me to tell mom NOW!
alright, don tell me. go tell mom.
u'll be seeing her in another 5 to 6 hours time.
and so i didnt take any pictures for the visa which will take a week to be done.
mom is so gonna be pissed!
but back in my head i was thinking.
mayb and MAYBE to her, this is the very last time for me.
and she has been talking me, she wanna move over to aus or uk.
sigh. i seriously don know what is in my woman's head.
alright back to topic,
saving. darling's plan is try not to eat lunch, or only eat $1 roti or maggi mee.
ya, rmb wat i post earlier on saying i'll been eating tom yam mee everyday?
haha, yesterday i cooked tom yam mee for myself for dinner.
dear have always been checking on my diet. healthy diet.
and i told him got crab stick, meat balls and seaweeds.
"yer, so rich one." in mandarin.
dear, u call that rich??
last time u complain must eat proper meal ah.
haha i will nv forget, back then when we were friends u actually make me move from my com to the fridge to check whether there are meat for me to cook?
and end up i added sausage into my dish. =)
and now?
darling eat $1 roti/2 pack of meggi mee.
hor~ now who notty ah?
im so out of food now.
left tom yam mee 1 pack, 3 meat balls, tuna, peanut butter, black cherry jam, mayo, nuggets and 4 eggs.
got curry mee, but i don like.
no more milk, koko krunch, milo cereal, luxury crackers, crab stick, apple juice/yogurt drink, 100 plus, mango, kiwi, sausage and bread!
how? lazy go alone la. so heavy.
need to buy water sum more le.
looks like i will go and stock up my food again.
and once i stock up my food, i don have to go out and eat.
i can save! yeah! =)
cheers to Giant!
lets hope i apply part time success!
and now lets enjoy ~
yes, even me.
there are so many things in my head that i plan to do...
to japan(with friends only!), to an island/beach, visit Jas or we go for a trip, Christmas shopping, eat! bla and bla and bla.
the whole China thingy crashed into my plan. :S
half of my saving will or might be in for the trip!
but i call up my sis yesterday, plan to go take pictures together for the visa.
and end up my sis gave the phone over to my dad.
my dad was surprised bout the trip!
and said no way, they are having classes.
okay. i didnt know that.
that was mom's plan. and great! my sister sms-ed me telling me that she/they are not going.
and ASK me to tell mom NOW!
alright, don tell me. go tell mom.
u'll be seeing her in another 5 to 6 hours time.
and so i didnt take any pictures for the visa which will take a week to be done.
mom is so gonna be pissed!
but back in my head i was thinking.
mayb and MAYBE to her, this is the very last time for me.
and she has been talking me, she wanna move over to aus or uk.
sigh. i seriously don know what is in my woman's head.
alright back to topic,
saving. darling's plan is try not to eat lunch, or only eat $1 roti or maggi mee.
ya, rmb wat i post earlier on saying i'll been eating tom yam mee everyday?
haha, yesterday i cooked tom yam mee for myself for dinner.
dear have always been checking on my diet. healthy diet.
and i told him got crab stick, meat balls and seaweeds.
"yer, so rich one." in mandarin.
dear, u call that rich??
last time u complain must eat proper meal ah.
haha i will nv forget, back then when we were friends u actually make me move from my com to the fridge to check whether there are meat for me to cook?
and end up i added sausage into my dish. =)
and now?
darling eat $1 roti/2 pack of meggi mee.
hor~ now who notty ah?
im so out of food now.
left tom yam mee 1 pack, 3 meat balls, tuna, peanut butter, black cherry jam, mayo, nuggets and 4 eggs.
got curry mee, but i don like.
no more milk, koko krunch, milo cereal, luxury crackers, crab stick, apple juice/yogurt drink, 100 plus, mango, kiwi, sausage and bread!
how? lazy go alone la. so heavy.
need to buy water sum more le.
looks like i will go and stock up my food again.
and once i stock up my food, i don have to go out and eat.
i can save! yeah! =)
cheers to Giant!
lets hope i apply part time success!
and now lets enjoy ~
Friday, November 9, 2007
Who do I wanna prove to?
i know i suppose to post bout Rune Factory.
but this came up few days back.
a guy, close but not close enough voice out and kinda complain don i have any friends?
seeing the fact that he was a understanding fren and these words came out of his mouth.
i think more than once.
hurts me.
its not like i wanna stay alone.
stay at his house.
be at my bf's side.
wat can i say?
i wasn't blessed?
that my friends don have much time like his?
that my friends don stay around the neighborhood like his?
that my friends don stay in walking distance like his?
that my friends have all the freedom they want like his and him?
and of coz,
how i wish, we were all back in high school.
how i wish, we could all meet up like everyday.
how i wish, we were all single back then.
how i wish, all of us are students.
how i wish and how i wish.
that Jas come back from aus.
that Ying don stay in Old Klang.
that Dear stay at her auntie's house in Taman Sea.
that Yun is single and not working.
that Hui don study at KTAR so she don't have to move to Wangsa Maju.
that Foon is single.
that Cia hasnt move to Bukit Bintang.
that cc pang didnt move to Cheras.
that i don have to or didnt move to sunway all alone.
that i didnt mess up the friendship with my ex back in coll. so there will be not rumors bout me. everything will still be fine.
i told myself, li her don cry when u're typing this.
and YES! i didnt!
because they are in the pillow.
i hide them in the pillow yesterday, yesterday x2, yesterday x3. =)
he is not anyone that great that can make me cry for 3 days straight.
but come to think of i miss them so.
once darling said gonna buy me a cat.
i will nv forget how happy i was and start imaging how it will be to have a cat in my room.
jumping up and down. climb here and there.
so i won't be bored. it can teman me.
knowing that after class or part time job, it will be there at the door, welcome me home. =)
haha. but i know we both wont able to afford one yet.
and was kinda sad after knowing that it will happen much later. ;p
but i understand dear. i do, and thank u.
i was suppose to look for room in ss20.
but i didnt.
i was suppose to go see the coll.
but i didnt.
i kinda lose my focus.
Lord what should i do?
i left 1 and a half month.
im going to China on the 28th i think.
mom called to ask me to go.
the first time, i cried.
because she still don get it.
the effect that should put in to be the better.
and the role as a mother. to my sisters at least and her so called beloved daughters.
and the words she use. it felt so bad! pain, angry, sad and cried.
thank God darling was there for me.
and i sms my sis to reject her.
she called again, few days back.
with a softer tone.
but the fact that the reason she wants me to go.
its not because she wants me to go.
or mayb she didnt wanna sound that way. :(
giving me reasons she cant get back the money for my seat.
and keep mentioning this the last chance for me to go overseas and have fun.
why can't i? i can pay for myself in future. i repeated it.
this time she kept silent.
i think its because if she knows if she use the hard way, like i will listen.
because to darling, that is not even a reason to begin with.
and i have to pay?
fine, if she thinks i cant do any thing without her.
but anyhow i agree on going.
and PRAY hard that the trip is for the better.
before i end here.
do enjoy this, chill a little after reading this very/kinda emo post ya. ;]
new song lists added in,
and last but not least,
my Rune Factory Friend Code is 3179-4328-8092 .
Thank you and Good night. =)
but this came up few days back.
a guy, close but not close enough voice out and kinda complain don i have any friends?
seeing the fact that he was a understanding fren and these words came out of his mouth.
i think more than once.
hurts me.
its not like i wanna stay alone.
stay at his house.
be at my bf's side.
wat can i say?
i wasn't blessed?
that my friends don have much time like his?
that my friends don stay around the neighborhood like his?
that my friends don stay in walking distance like his?
that my friends have all the freedom they want like his and him?
and of coz,
how i wish, we were all back in high school.
how i wish, we could all meet up like everyday.
how i wish, we were all single back then.
how i wish, all of us are students.
how i wish and how i wish.
that Jas come back from aus.
that Ying don stay in Old Klang.
that Dear stay at her auntie's house in Taman Sea.
that Yun is single and not working.
that Hui don study at KTAR so she don't have to move to Wangsa Maju.
that Foon is single.
that Cia hasnt move to Bukit Bintang.
that cc pang didnt move to Cheras.
that i don have to or didnt move to sunway all alone.
that i didnt mess up the friendship with my ex back in coll. so there will be not rumors bout me. everything will still be fine.
i told myself, li her don cry when u're typing this.
and YES! i didnt!
because they are in the pillow.
i hide them in the pillow yesterday, yesterday x2, yesterday x3. =)
he is not anyone that great that can make me cry for 3 days straight.
but come to think of i miss them so.
once darling said gonna buy me a cat.
i will nv forget how happy i was and start imaging how it will be to have a cat in my room.
jumping up and down. climb here and there.
so i won't be bored. it can teman me.
knowing that after class or part time job, it will be there at the door, welcome me home. =)
haha. but i know we both wont able to afford one yet.
and was kinda sad after knowing that it will happen much later. ;p
but i understand dear. i do, and thank u.
i was suppose to look for room in ss20.
but i didnt.
i was suppose to go see the coll.
but i didnt.
i kinda lose my focus.
Lord what should i do?
i left 1 and a half month.
im going to China on the 28th i think.
mom called to ask me to go.
the first time, i cried.
because she still don get it.
the effect that should put in to be the better.
and the role as a mother. to my sisters at least and her so called beloved daughters.
and the words she use. it felt so bad! pain, angry, sad and cried.
thank God darling was there for me.
and i sms my sis to reject her.
she called again, few days back.
with a softer tone.
but the fact that the reason she wants me to go.
its not because she wants me to go.
or mayb she didnt wanna sound that way. :(
giving me reasons she cant get back the money for my seat.
and keep mentioning this the last chance for me to go overseas and have fun.
why can't i? i can pay for myself in future. i repeated it.
this time she kept silent.
i think its because if she knows if she use the hard way, like i will listen.
because to darling, that is not even a reason to begin with.
and i have to pay?
fine, if she thinks i cant do any thing without her.
but anyhow i agree on going.
and PRAY hard that the trip is for the better.
before i end here.
do enjoy this, chill a little after reading this very/kinda emo post ya. ;]
new song lists added in,
- Natalie Grant - The Real Me. a Christian pop song. love it!
- Sick Puppies - All The Same. this is NOT the first time i mention it in my blog. i heart it! even the Heng's. =) after asking and REQUESTING for it to be played in their house. very ma fan ppl. introducing good stuff don wanna listen ;p still thinking of doing the Free Hugs Campaign.
- Linkin Park - Shadow Of The Day. if im not wrong, the latest song from them. Not bad.
and last but not least,
my Rune Factory Friend Code is 3179-4328-8092 .
Thank you and Good night. =)
Sunday, November 4, 2007
Next.
yes i know, i'm sorry.
i'm just busy thinking what to post up next.
and,
try my BEST to level up my skills in Rune Factory : A Fantasy Harvest Moon.
*any one of u play this game PLEASE leave me a msg, as v can wifi and play together! ;) *
anyway, im now at BF's place.
wont be having much time to post and update myself.
need to spend time with bf also mah.
nv see him in a week time.
DS is super!
SO SO SO SO glad that i bought than psp. =)
so many type of games i could play.
or LOVE to play! hee~
well u see, not saying i wont play psp's games, but most of them not really my type.
let's see wat else i enjoy other then Rune Factory.
Diner Dash, Nintendog, Cooking Mama, Trauma Center: Under the Knife (tried a bit, will continue playing.), Final Fantasy III (see darling play feel like playing d ;p, but must finnish Rune Factory first!), Tamagotchi no Appare! Nijiventure.
why no Mario?
hahahaha....
.....
im sick of them. ;p
my sisters had DS way earlier than i do.
i have played their Zoo Keeper, most Mario games, and Super Princess Peach.
this three games are good but i don feel like playing them again~ ;p
try new games ma. =)
yet to try and gonne try are Sims, FF III, FF XII, The Legend of Zelda: Phantom Hourglass, The Simpsons Games, The Golden Compass, Luminous Arc, Pokémon Ranger, Cooking Mama 2, Heroes of Mana, Maple Story DS, Ratatouille, Imagine Fashion Designer, Bartender DS etc.
life for me now is,
looking for a room in ss20 or uptown area.
find tenant to take over my room. *help!!!!*
go see IACT.
play ds. ;p
teman darling. <3
post.
eat tomyam meggi mee. *they are really nice!*
yam cha. *they will find me anyway* ;p i don mind also. hahaha
drink more water.
exercise.
my faith in .... *sssshhh*
anyway, next will be about my FAV game, Rune Factory: A Fantasy Harvest Moon.
i'm just busy thinking what to post up next.
and,
try my BEST to level up my skills in Rune Factory : A Fantasy Harvest Moon.
*any one of u play this game PLEASE leave me a msg, as v can wifi and play together! ;) *
anyway, im now at BF's place.
wont be having much time to post and update myself.
need to spend time with bf also mah.
nv see him in a week time.
DS is super!
SO SO SO SO glad that i bought than psp. =)
so many type of games i could play.
or LOVE to play! hee~
well u see, not saying i wont play psp's games, but most of them not really my type.
let's see wat else i enjoy other then Rune Factory.
Diner Dash, Nintendog, Cooking Mama, Trauma Center: Under the Knife (tried a bit, will continue playing.), Final Fantasy III (see darling play feel like playing d ;p, but must finnish Rune Factory first!), Tamagotchi no Appare! Nijiventure.
why no Mario?
hahahaha....
.....
im sick of them. ;p
my sisters had DS way earlier than i do.
i have played their Zoo Keeper, most Mario games, and Super Princess Peach.
this three games are good but i don feel like playing them again~ ;p
try new games ma. =)
yet to try and gonne try are Sims, FF III, FF XII, The Legend of Zelda: Phantom Hourglass, The Simpsons Games, The Golden Compass, Luminous Arc, Pokémon Ranger, Cooking Mama 2, Heroes of Mana, Maple Story DS, Ratatouille, Imagine Fashion Designer, Bartender DS etc.
life for me now is,
looking for a room in ss20 or uptown area.
find tenant to take over my room. *help!!!!*
go see IACT.
play ds. ;p
teman darling. <3
post.
eat tomyam meggi mee. *they are really nice!*
yam cha. *they will find me anyway* ;p i don mind also. hahaha
drink more water.
exercise.
my faith in .... *sssshhh*
anyway, next will be about my FAV game, Rune Factory: A Fantasy Harvest Moon.
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