Gossip Girl Season 2!

Don't WE just miss her voice??
and YES we LOVE you!
(or at least i LOVE u!)



Gossip Girl costars and real-life couple
Blake Lively and Penn Badgely in New York City.


Ed Westwick sexy! shoots scenes for the upcoming season of
"Gossip Girl" on Long Island, New York.

Chace Crawford!
sweet~

more!



Used Once and Throw Away! ;)
not all stuff are reusable huh?
"A Nasty Piece of Work."

and

A-hem Total real life GG
-
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oQnQ0N07tb0&feature=related


more on the CW.


xoxo!

Her's Fashion Boutique??

her's fashion boutique??

herher's? mine?

YES!! Her's Online Fashion Boutique is opening SOON!

One to Go and Here I Come 1U.

Finally, last paper to go!!! yipyip hurray! =D

pray hard i don fail for the past two paper!

but if i do, im not surpise... :s

but then huh, we ONLY got ten days holiday....

%$#%&*&@

haiz better than nth lo ><

gonna reararrge my room, shop shop shop! hee~

+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

Joke of the Day.

what a gal says when she look into a closet?

O I C U R M T !

In 100 pieces.

this is not the 100th post i wrote but the 100th i published.


i was in pieces days back,
but Love and Lord put me back in pieces.
but then i realize one piece is missing!
i know what happen to the piece,
i know where to find it
but i don know how to get it back.

can i?
or is the new owner keeping it safe?
or is the new owner never gonna give it back to me?
or does the owner wants more than that?


No please!
come back to me please,
so i may be the whole me again,
smile whole heartedly again,
love whole heartedly again.

Tears and Laughters; My Love and I.

Tears were shed and the "test of relationship" was canceled.

We made apologies to each other over the silly things we said and thought of during the period of silence.

I was only to realize the reason I could not utter "I love you" whole heartedly was simply the reason of guilt in my heart. The guilt of hiding very important to her.

I won't reveal it here, it's rather personal :)

But thank you to those who shared their concern for us and we're back together better than ever.


Quoted from Darylization.

Loved? Pity? or just For The Sake?

+*edited*+

first time i did after coming back was sleep...
didnt want to think or do any thing else.
but i woke up a few times and end up giving up sleeping.

i saw wat's in his blog... funny thing was i nv expect him to blog it to public :S wat will ppl think?
anyway... :( donno wat to say...

kinda disappointed a little bit lar.. just bcoz i nv go to the church camp.
hopefully ppl around us wont get into the way, including gary.
we promised each other not to get any single words from anyone else but God.
but as wat i wrote in my blog,
i'll put my trust in Him on wat is best for me and him or us (if).

i really donno how i will know the answer as for the past few yr,
i don really get wat God has to say or asks me to do.
well, its only right aint? for us not to know and God always knows the answer.


All the best on the casting...
i wont be studying today and tmr...
wanna focus on just having fun, too stressed up with things around us and exam.
(but i somehow knowing i will fail~ lol~)
but of coz i don want to prolong it bcoz i dont want to get pity or pretending.


Pray for me or him or us if u guys care. :)
God bless.

Latest Fav Song.

The Call by Regina Spektor

It started out as a feeling
Which then grew into a hope
Which then turned into a quiet thought
Which then turned into a quiet word

And then that word grew louder and louder
'Til it was a battle cry

I'll come back
When you call me
No need to say goodbye

Just because everything's changing
Doesn't mean it's never
Been this way before

All you can do is try to know
Who your friends are
As you head off to the war

Pick a star on the dark horizon
And follow the light

You'll come back
When it's over
No need to say good bye

Now we're back to the beginning
It's just a feeling and now one knows yet
But just because they can't feel it too
Doesn't mean that you have to forget

Let your memories grow stronger ans stronger
'Til they're before your eyes

You'll come back
When it's over
No need to say good bye


i might want to watch Narnia just for the sake of this song. ;p

Happy Birthday Honey!

No spoiler given here.

For the sake for my Darling and the planner, Me!

:)

Happy Birthday Darling!

and Gary.

=]

Today's sunset.

beautiful isn't?

well, so i should give credits to the painter.
My Heavenly Father.

:)

Malacca How Are You?

NOTE: this post is not in details.

Vy Yin texted me yesterday morning at 5am,
asked me whether i wanna join them for a day trip to Malacca.
and of coz i did and i ask dear to tag along too.

it's been a yr since we went back to Malacca,
they wanted to eat the famous LOCAL chicken rice ball in jangkar streets
but it was packed like it always do, but seriously it just chicken rice in a shape of a ball.
(pls marked my words! Malacca is my hometown, locals know what is best there. thank u. :) )
So we went for the shop we ate last time which we had the duck noodles and Malacca satay.
(its not satay celup but Malacca satay.)
we order 70 sticks, but honestly dear and i can eat more! >< YES! how i wish both Malacca cendol and satay can be fought in KL!
but both me and daryl don mind just to travel down for REAL GOOD food. *hee* ;)
and er we went to dataran mall, A'Famosa....


(i stopped here and went out for late dinner at friday's with jasper and the rest, and had some other activities all the way at KK. Current time is 1014 in the morning, i just got home so i shall get some sleep and finnish this post after getting the pics etc..)


in details pls wait for the pics and videos. they are with Vy Yin and Daryl.
wait till she pass them to me and darling to edit.


get more sleep pls ><
yes, i cant tahan 1 night without sleep.

Today is just a Public Holiday to me.

*+edited+*

Update.

if any of u have been catching up with my blog will know i changed my playlist yesterday.

songs are:-

The Call by Regina Spektor. the ending song for Narnia II. watched it twice and i was literally waiting for the song! =3

Imma Shine by YoungBloodZ (Step Up Soundtrack) for this i prefer its instrumental version. the violins and a little hip hop? i think Step Up one did a better job than two! prefect.

Wine Red by The Hush Sound. been loving it since i get to know The Hush Sound from my honey. will play more of my fav songs from them soon.

Spell by Marie Digby. i prefer she singing this song and let Mandy Moore sing her umbrella.

Aqua Timez. have to find the title of the song, i simply love this band! and they only release ep ablum. so all their songs are AWESOME without craps. =]

黄立行 - 礼物. a very diff style of his singing, very touching, calming , a song i wanted to share with Daryl when i get to know he broke up with his ex back then.

Til The Dawn by Drew Sidora. the dance floor song in Step Up. its diff from the movie :( but better than nothing.

U Must Be by Gina Rene. i prefer the instrumental version in the movie when Tyler and Nora dance on sunset by the sea. its lovely! they should include all instrumental version that is played in the movie into the soundtrack too! :(

Rolling Star by Yui. ok, im a bleach fan! ;p and she rocks!

Dancing - Elisa. go watch So you think you can dance season 2 and you'll understand! and get the picture i imagine when im listening to this song! <3

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Tag by little mei.

1. At what age do you wish to marry?

If you have been reading my blog, you'll know. :)

or search a little bit, its in this blog not far away.

2. What will you do when you feel really emo?

i'll be really quiet, day dreaming, seeking for answers darling and God.

3. Who is your idol?

Bill Gates.

4. Where is the place that you want to go most?

refer to question 1. or the creation of God, mother earth and heaven.

5. If you have one dream to come true, what would it be?

refer to question 1 too.

6. What is the purpose of your life?

to walk the path of Jesus. i know im not great and mighty and i will try my best to or at least i would like to show ppl how Christ has changed and been in my life.

7. What are you afraid to lose the most right now?

refer to ques 1.

8. What cheers you up for the rest of the day?

Desserts, shopping, bf.

9. If you meet someone you love, would you confess to him/her?

confess? er, no. it just happen like it was suppose to be.

10. List out three good things of the person who tagged you.

-a package of fun? ;p

-a very creative person, well she still can tahan at toa.

-a very cheerful person but don mess with her when she is mad. ><

11. What type of person do you hate the most?

refer to question 1 too. ><

12. What would you do if you won a million dollars?

refer to question 11. ><

13. What is your ambition?

To open I*****e and made it to world wide.

14. What will you do if you got rejected by someone you like?

cant rmb. being rejected the last time was like in f4. but thank God it wasnt a straight forward one. hee~

15. If you have a chance, which part of your character would you like to change?

laziness.

16. What is your favorite colour?

purple, pink, blue, green, white and black.

17. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?

refer to question 1 plssss..... ><

18. If there’s one thing in your life you want to do but yet unable to, what would it be?

to go round the world with honey.

19. What would you do if tomorrow was the last day of the world?

to make sure ppl i love have heard the gospel and be with my love one.

20. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?

he knows, x)

The End.

Birthday Boy and Belated Birthday Girl.

both 20.
2 candles.
2 straws.
1 candle for each only.
the only time we get to make fun of them,
why not? ;)

we light them again and again.
thanks to foong. hee~
celine : "YOU SUCK LAR!"
and she manages to blow ONE candle only.
thats our girl! ;)

"NOoooo I HOLD U PRESS!" foong.
hmm. its foong wat do we expect? haha

and the manager gave us this HUGE knife,
lol it sure help out lots but
i think they really wanna close and get us out. :S

hmmm, how to cut for 24 person?



too bad both of them need to go back home early,
but the rest of us went to 1u to watch movie.
so me and honey watched Prince Caspian twice.
we dont mind, personally i like it.
and this time darling dont smelled like Caramel Macchiato
throughout the movie.. >< pls refer to Darylization.
sorry dear.


well,
Happy Birthday Foong and Happy Belated Birthday Celine! :)

Blog Upgrading.

Blog Upgrading.

got a party to catch, be back soon. =]

Miss You and the Bed!

I havent seen my darling in two days,
but i finally get to spend time with him for awhile without *a-hem* ANYONE yesterday.
i texted him the night before and said i wont be able to see him the next day too.
and he replied.
'Why not? I want to see dear.....'
and of coz i wanted to see him BADLY too but my day were pack with classes and meeting.
so i told him my plans for the next day, im only free from 3 to 6.
where during that hour darling might not be awake.
so he requested breakfast but both of us are too tired to make it come true. >< style="font-style: italic;">pergi,
the meetings started much MUCH later. like 5 hours later..... at 11pm.
and end the meeting at 9 in the morning...
well half of them are doing two ASSignments at the same time...
and all of us didnt get much sleep for this week, how glad its over!


well, and finally another ASSignment down today.
BUT *i hate the but part! roar!* tmr got test and another new group ASSignment to meet up!

I NEED MY TERM BREAK!!

or more time to spend with my honey at least!
or rest!

freaking exhausted right now, but still hanging there... *feel like puking.... -.-*

tmr gonna watch The Chronicles Of Narnia: Prince Caspian with classmates at Mid Valley
and one of the best part darling is coming! yeah!
im so gonna throw everything aside and enjoy the night!



study fro test tmr? :( here i come!!!! hell.

As a Advertiser.

we needs coffee, music, ideas, papers, color pencils, google etc

and of coz we need our group members!
to get each other brain's together.
and believe me
its really really REALLY FREAKING HARD to
become a Advertiser in
MALAYSIA.

why?



and this is why.

Saving Mode On!

Went out shopping for formal wear with classmates (Calvin, Alex, Felicia and Vy Yin).
anyway they roughly spend around 200 to 500 including food. hehehe.
me le? pat on the back, i spend only 40!
didnt buy anything cloths, but spend on FOOD alone.
saving mode is totally on baby!
for... a secret make a women women. *wink* ;)

pics during early dinner at Sushi Grove.

"Life is too short to eat bad sushi!"
Leonardo D'vinci
Leonardo? really? o.O

total 8 plates of sushi plus calvin's set dish.
34 per person.
ouch. but it was fun and worthy. :)

Well here comes pic of the day!
tadda~

when i was at Alex's house waiting for the rest to and pick us up
i requested for a drink and he served me with this

Stupid Yellow Man Cup
d i g i SUCKS!!
its totally
TIME TO CHANGE!
to Maxis or at least celcom.
SMART SLOGAN! +1 for that.

Love Letter <3

yesterday i went back home from class

in a really really bad mood.

so my honey came over
bringing along a big bottle of drinking water
and
these! 7 of them!
i shall call it 'Kisses Cookies' for now,
coz the finalized cookies is not out yet.
and i wont tell u guys what is it!
hee~

look at it!
they just literally melt in my mouth!
yummm~

another cookie!
hmm, big smile on the happy girl!
=D

how could i ever ask for more
when my boyfriend knows how to bake?
(mayb cook? ;p)

he even tried to make me laugh
at the moment he showed me the
'Kisses Cookies'
and said
'like ta bian hor?'
well, sorry dear it was not funny. :(
well the ones at your house do look funny.
hehehe.
their 'bottom' are way bigger!

how could i ever ask for more
when my boyfriend knows how to take care of me?
walk all the way here with a huge water bottle?
thank u honey, u know me the best!
(my house no drinking water ><)

how could i ever ask for more
with a boyfriend like u, Honey! :)



my math is perfectly fine! *wink* ;]

LOL~

i found another blogger in my class! ;p
and i found Ah Tan's blog! hee~ (my lecturer~ lalala...)

Another assignment down but one to go next week and one to come this week!
this weekend will be like hella~
so wat i can do now is to rest more, be healthier, brainstorm for ideas, and drink more water! ><

im going to buy this Meji Chocolate MIRROR! lol cute right?
hee~ any one wanna tag along?
got strawberry flavor too. yummm :)



Add on: Gossip Girl is chunted! and funny. all bout gossip, rich and famous. American's private high school life style. gila betul, kinda childish too but its fun to watch. hohoho~

i want to change my playlist larr... but so lazy, nah next time.



cheers!

-her.

Busy Week.

Well, its has been a very busy week for me.

a little stressed up,
so,
im here to share one of my tips
on
reducing stress.


firstly, warm up.


and start off slowly...

and speed up a little bit,
well even better when u can find a partner to tag along

but....


sometimes it could be even worse than it is before
but lets just have fun ok? =)

love u dear! x]

cheers!

-her.

Labour Day or just another Public Day.

haha, jingle presentation was fun!
most pics are with the rest,
i only have this two with me. ;p

i took them for Daryl actually,
called him before the presentation.
to see where is he, confirm the tickets for 'Orang Besi',
the dinner at 1u with him, Ean and Gary on tak
and let him know the fun is just about to begin.
so he wants me to take photos of me wearing it.

jingle:

(all sing)
currysoore, add in some water and.
currysoore, add in the pepper and.
currysoore, very very spicy and.
currysoore, not to forget very very tasty.

(our only indian friend, Shankar yells)
What is the best curry?!
(the rest answer)
Babas!!!!
(continues)
What is the tastiest curry?!
Babas!!!!
(Shankar points at the crowd and yell)
What is your No.1 choice?!!
Babas!!!

(jingle continue)
currysoore, my family love it very much.
currysoore, my niegbour love it very much.
currysoore, my friends love it very much.
currysoore, you will love it very mucccccccchhhhhhh~
(Shankar)
Babas! Spice Up Your Life!

lol~
and guess wat song did we use? hmm?

Dr. Bombay - Calcutta *the chorus part only*
its very irritating and lame right? But its sticks to the head huh? ;)



another assignment down!!!
two more to go yeah!! and comes the exam! :(
oh well..
before that lets relax, its Labour Day and Iron man!
its really cool, i think it will be the amount i watch Tranformer x2. hee~
and i super love the yeng and gay-ness of the technology in the movie.
love the glass, the linked comp and table and the car plates!!!
(mayb i should name them like that but daryl and i agreed only 1 car for each of us. =] and lets not spoiled it for u la k?)

all of us (Daryl, Gary, Rachael, Ean, Anderson and i) really really enjoyed ourselves
but the Hengs think it could be better if theres 'Matrix' moves.
personally i think its good without it.
maybe as a advertiser i dont think i will be happy if ppl relate my production with other stuff.
anyway,

self originality people!

;)

btw,
yes i play dota and i really like it actually.
it start off by trying to know what my boyfriend is really good at and the things he is interest in.
but i havnt been playing for q awhile.
well, i did hated it.
hopefully wont again. (sad memories.... :( )
and i got myself some training from my very own trainer yesterday night.
he only use up 3 months to become pro, hmmm....
how about me? ><


before the day ends,

Happy Birthday Elvin Loz!!! ;p

cheers!

-her.

this is not a REAL post,
because im going out for dinner with teammates soon
and after that is our meeting.
don wanna keep u guys waiting
so i think i better leave a msg before i go.

• DotA.

i know, its still hanging there,
let me get over with tomorrow's
presentation for Jingle
and
i'll get back! =)

• Jingle

Interested in knowing what brand
and what jingle we came up?
xp
hints: jingle for curry powder.
lol

**********************************************

yesterday i had a meeting too
and
i brought dear along.
so dear could get to know
the ppl i have been mixing with.
^^
and all of us DID get along.
im glad i did bring dear along plus
i wanted to follow dear to cc after that.

its been a long time ever since
i have seen dear play DotA.
and yesterday i asked Calvin to come along to Blitzone too.

im glad i did went along,
and im really proud of him. muak!
He is a pro DotA player.
(not so sure about other games. :s mayb FF.)

ok lah,
i wont be joining him tonight.
REALLY REALLY lack of sleep d.
mayb tmr. ^^v
really hope i can get to his standards ASAP.

Good night.

cheers!

-her.

DotA anyone?

well, honestly somethings i hate it. ><

before i continue,
gals pls, pls chill k?
*Jane? ;p*
but mayb did any of u ever wonder
'when will my bf get bored with this thing?!'
or
'its just a online games or sth,%$^@&#*!!'
(according to Darylization, its a sports. hmm)
let me do the maths
and
i'll get back to u gals. =]

and yes,
i went tru it too.
and wth now im inviting ppl to DotA?
or
Defense of the Ancients?


sounds wrong both why, huh?
hee~

cheers!

-her.

random.

met up with friends few days ago,

catching up with each other.
and sharing how b*tch some gal can be..
and share wat kind of nonsense they will say.
well, at least i alot felt better
after knowing im not the only having crazy ppl around me.
lol ;p

and we talk bout facial stuff...
the things i brought from the forum! really works.
shopping and more shopping =]
and more meeting up!

i reformatted my laptop,
now i out of ps and ai. crap~
btw, my class just got itself 2 love birds.

well, i used to think
'yeah! its coll. a whole new life,
whole new me, new friends,
mayb get myself a bf etc..... plus fun fun and fun teehee~'
-.-

anyway, after a few month,
the first one.
not gonna name them.
i think they dont want the whole class to know just yet.
=]

yeah, today totally randomness. lol.
btw Eli Stone, New Amsterdam, Terminator The Sarah Connor Chronicles, and Aliens In America are MUST watch. ;)

im sick. :(
but i think i will have to order
Mcd's and they always come with
cold coke.
its 8pm now.
so better not go out alone.
here goes 1300-13-1300.

since its randomness for today.
one random pic for the day.

a very lousy floor plan of my coll.
can really get lost with this stupid thing.
well, of coz being in IACT for months, i don need this any more.
but i took this back then to keep myself from getting lost.
x]

i change my playlist btw. hee~
wanted to add more songs
but its either cant be played or no souse.
first - Corrine Bailey Rae - Like A Star
Second- Mandy Moore - Cry


well, get well soon pls! ><

cheers!

-her.

Tagged.

Tagged by Jane Yeoh.

Remove one question from below, add in one of your own(personal), to make a total of 20. Tag 10 people in your list in the end of this post. Notify them.


1. At what age do you wish to be married?
hmm, no fixed age but according to Darylization.blogspot.com. 25? ;p

2. If you were to be stranded on a deserted island, who are the 3 blog buddies you'd take and why?
blog buddies? why blog buddies? well, first daryl (of coz! and till death do us apart), secondly er... i rather take my buddies who dont blog. because they DON'T!! :(

3. Where is the place that you want to go the most?
Heaven.

4. If you can have 1 dream come true, what would it be?
i will try my hardest to make that ALL come true. =]

5. Do you believe you can survive without money?
mayb. well its not a MUST have thing... but life can be much more easier and fun with it.

6. What are you afraid to lose the most?
God.


7. If you win $ 1 Million, what would you do?
Open I*****e.

8. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
Already did. Love u Dear!


9. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
er... a reader? well its good u know? ppl nowadays hardly read k? (btw the books i told u are written by Robyn Sisman. one is perfect strangers and special relationship. i can pass them to u on the movie day. ;])

a blogger. she really love to write and read and write and read. lol just kidding...

and jog!

o ya! she blur sometimes, its good too. can make us laugh *wide smile* hee~


10. What requirement you wish from your other half?
=] He knows it. and he said hes a pro lover.

11. What kind of person you hate the most?
hate. i rather not use the word hate but dislike.
who smokes in front of ppl. (pls go back home and smoke and take in all the secondhand smoke to urself thank u!)

who speak and act without thinking.

who doesnt use brain when they are blessed for given one. =)

ppl who order more than they can eat and do not take away the leftovers. (ppl are dying bcoz of hunger.)


12. If you are given the chance to go back to the past and make a difference, will you?
no. everything have its point for being there.

13. What is your most embarrassing moment in your entire life?
dont recall any right now.


14. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
The word of God. i cant see how human being can lives without it.

17. If there's ever a war (Or something similar) happening in your place, are you gonna move to a safer place or fight?
depends.

16. If you have the chance, which part of your character you would like to change?
sleeping hours.

17. Who is the person that you can share all your problems with?
my boyfriend, if not then will be my girlfriends.

18. What's your weakest point?
writing and reading. ><

19. What's the thing that you're most proud of?
my mind and soul.

mind is wat Lord has given and shaped. soul is wat belong to him.

20. What is the one thing you regret most?

i used to regret but now i learn from it.

i didnt change any question. no tag list too. hope it help on knowing me better. ;]

cheers.

-her.

Took it Back.

yes i took it back.

The reason i took it back, it's simply because the entire public apology seems insincere enough to all of you and for some, it was interpreted as a lie.

Did any of u realize, if i don even bother bout u guys why should openly post a post and say sorry at the first place and let u guys comment? yes and again, i took the comments back. I strongly believe that you guys are very stressed up and having an emotional roller coaster.. it's expected that you might type things you don't mean at the moment. Furthermore, it's to avoid unwanted interpretations from the public towards all of us.

like one of u said, we went tru 4 months together.

But did any of u mind sharing ur problem or stress, to made myself a listener and a person to share my pain too?

We're supposed to be friends. Not just students who solely commit themselves to meetings and assignments, and do not relate anything else to each other.

I was being rather expressive recently. I felt that you guys will understand and help me out through this difficult phase in college. Day by day i tried to motivate myself to keep going and not cause a burden to others. After all, i didn't claim to be perfect, neither did i try act as if i'm perfect.

By the way, did any of u notice i having a hard time clicking with u guys? i tried my best to blend in and trust me, it was not an easy effort.

well, its all come back to blaming isnt it? i blame u, u blame me,and in the end, nothing's solved. Only more damage is dealt to both parties, i'm not the only one going through a tough time, because it's proven on your blogs, you all are equally going through a bitter and frustrated time. However, i did not even try to start pointing out each and every weaknesses you all have. I do believe you're going to claim urself as perfect?

Blaming can never solve problems. It only worsens the problem.

I did admit watever i did wrong, but please do not put words into my mouth, things i did not do or say .

I'm not here to be victimized and neither do i plan to be either.

but im disappointed as in u guys are the first group of ppl i mix with BUT i didnt expect them to cursing around, blaming ppl, short sighted.

College, is another phase of life. There bound to be miscommunication and conflicts, but I do believe that everybody agrees on treating these issues as adults/grown ups?

If it's desired that you guys want me to be less expressive, very well then, I'll just need to find other friends who are willing to accept and listen out to my problems. Friends who are willing to forgive over waiting for me for 1 hour and missed ONE meeting.

Sometimes, it's just hilarious when I look at it, you guys made it look as if it's a life and death matter. Anyhow, before you all leave anymore comments on my chatterbox, be wise with your words, it reflects on who you truly are.

Abusive words = abusive person
Bitter/filthy words = bitter and filthy person
"Lalala, i don't care whatever you say" words = childish person
Critical and constructive words = matured individual

I think you get the point.

May we resolve this issue as adults, God bless.

Huge Mistake!

+*edited*+

will get back soon. =]

Im so so so sorry.

weather changed. i got the news that u will need an operation. my heart beat stopped.
i asked myself why!? why didn't i took good care of u?!
he said "u will lose all ur memory but it is the cost to keep u alive."
tears dropped. all the memory will be erased but its okay. i will keep them in my heart.
its okay, after u recover i will take good care of u! i promise!

i love u! my laptop.



-her.

Giving it All.

It's Chinese New Year. Different is that this year i didnt went shopping because im broke. I didnt go any where because i have things to do. Different is i wont be getting any ang poa since im not visiting anyone. Different is I felt alone and i felt fear.

We had plans, i have never doubt about them a simple bit. But, i felt fear. I had and will put it in all which including future, money, faith and my future partner. Dont get me wrong but right now at this moment which im all alone by myself and i know every single one i knew are having their dinner for new year eve with their family, i felt fear. What if, i meant what if i loses them all?

Not long ago, someone i knew doubt about me, about my relationship, about me ending up with Daryl, makes me wonder if what they said is gonna come true, then all i left with is a diploma and my faith to God.

I used to be someone that separate all my eggs in all different baskets, which make me felt better and safer. Now i wont or at least i know i will not. Its not at if i dont have a choice but im ready to go for it, for myself, for Him, for the people that look down to me and for him. Right now i just wanna balance it because we will never know what will happen the right next second and order mcd's. the hungry~

ps: But nv give stupid reasons for not promising anything just because we wont know wat will happend tmr. Which remind me of my ex(which im not sure whether we were!)'s attitude! Lame.

Anyway, Happy Chinese New Year!

-her.

a new start.

*no pictures, only updates... sorie*

this monday was the orientation. next monday will be my first class (mass com). everything seems fine NOW, room half way done (more shopping is needed! ><), need to fine where to print or else i gg (or i will have to go buy printer!), have been practising alot on bakery, etc..

this jan intake we only have 20 students, and half goes to Advertising/Marketing which i belong to. i hope i will finish this 2 and half yrs peacefully and i hope i wont have to stand out or being focus on too much! i seriously don need them at all! or i should say i don want them anymore!! hopefully some one from my class could stand out or take the leadership (and provide the leadership WELL!). and i will only have do my part with no one noticing! ^^

coll gave us a short project on testing on our creativity. topic is "introduce ourselves". i have 4 ideas on the day itself but since we wont be getting any marks out of it but only the top 3 will get gifts and top 3 are voted out from our seniors, so i will be on the easiest yet creative one. hee~

its super hard to type and think wat to type next when ppl yelling 'ON YOUR RIGHT! ON YOUR RIGHT!' or 'DOWN DOWN!' or 'IDOIT! ** ***!' etc... yes, im in the cyber typing this post bcoz i still haven't get my connection. i think i gonna get izzi ba....(any suggestion?) and in half an hour i will be leaving for yam cha at William's.

o ya, forgot to mention. i went clubbing last year. right before new year eve. why on earth did i go for? for ying ying... she wants to go there so much and as i am one of the sister in the group, i am forced to go and a must go as i am few of one of them which understand and share her problems. but im glad darling came along with me, which i felt safer! even tho i totally trusted my friends =) they are the ppl where i can lay my life on! we went to Mardigras, a freaking 50 buck per person for the lousy dj. half way tru im ord yawning! its so boring! wat a waste of my money and time and experience! rawr~~~~ but at first we were high tho ;p i haven't been dancing for such a long time! and Ying was drunk as expert.... haha that moment was fun tho ;] her yelling, joking around...

when a person is drunk true colours shows, yes she did said stuff which i will nv approved but overall she is a really sweet gal and i believe she could find someone better or i could say The One. but after all these tears, screaming, yelling, drinking and dancing. they are back together, what the heck? nvm, we meet her later to find out... but dear(li hui) and i we seriously don know wat to say but to shake our head at the moment we got her news and the moment i meet up with dear and talked bout it...... one way to find out! 9pm yam cha, William's.


i lazy to type and i not sure wat to type next, but before i go gonna share this with all of u. it's very touching, news i got it from yahoo.tw (act. some china newspaper la..), a must read! don understand? go get some website to trans!

狗貓情深 狗不讓死貓下葬

英國一隻﹝蘭開夏赫勒﹞狗奧斯卡跟家裡的老貓亞瑟感情好，亞瑟死了，捨不得跟他分開，就把他從墳地裡挖出來拖回屋裡。

飼主貝爾老先生跟太太養了一條狗，一隻貓作伴。奧斯卡才十八個月大，從小就跟亞瑟一起玩。亞瑟個子大，常幫奧斯卡爬上沙發。前兩天，老亞瑟壽終正寢。貝爾先生在院子裡刨了個坑，把亞瑟埋了。埋的時候，奧斯卡一直在旁邊。

第二天早上，貝爾先生看到貓籃子裡，亞瑟安祥的躺著，身上乾乾淨淨的，一點土都沒有。貝爾說，亞瑟很重，奧斯卡一定花了不少力氣才能把他拖回籃子裡。更讓貝爾感動的是，奧斯卡還把亞瑟舔得乾乾淨淨的。

貝爾後來又找了個地方埋了亞瑟，還給奧斯卡買了個新朋友小貓林白作伴。

ta.

The New Begining.

It's late right now, i'll be traveling tonight.
i might be able to catch up with u, or even see u again.
pls rmb all the good things happen around me and forget the bads.
i wish u all the best and God bless! as u meet ur new friend.
take care for me and say hi for me.
and always rmb to put on a big smile whenever he's around.









sender : 2007






yes, i have not been updating since 15th, after the Genting trip, after Evening of Carols, after The Birth of Christ - Christmas! , after moving back to Damansara, after New Year eve, and now im still stucked here with no connection at my new place when im blogging here at darling's place wishing all of u a Happy New Year!




God bless!

- her.