I will put my trust in Him. Hebrews 2:13

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Thursday, June 19, 2008

One to Go and Here I Come 1U.

Finally, last paper to go!!! yipyip hurray! =D
pray hard i don fail for the past two paper!
but if i do, im not surpise... :s
but then huh, we ONLY got ten days holiday....
%$#%&*&@
haiz better than nth lo ><
gonna reararrge my room, shop shop shop! hee~
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Joke of the Day.
what a gal says when she look into a closet?
O I C U R M T !

Sunday, June 15, 2008

In 100 pieces.

this is not the 100th post i wrote but the 100th i published.


i was in pieces days back,
but Love and Lord put me back in pieces.
but then i realize one piece is missing!
i know what happen to the piece,
i know where to find it
but i don know how to get it back.

can i?
or is the new owner keeping it safe?
or is the new owner never gonna give it back to me?
or does the owner wants more than that?


No please!
come back to me please,
so i may be the whole me again,
smile whole heartedly again,
love whole heartedly again.

Saturday, June 14, 2008

Tears and Laughters; My Love and I.

Tears were shed and the "test of relationship" was canceled.

We made apologies to each other over the silly things we said and thought of during the period of silence.

I was only to realize the reason I could not utter "I love you" whole heartedly was simply the reason of guilt in my heart. The guilt of hiding very important to her.

I won't reveal it here, it's rather personal :)

But thank you to those who shared their concern for us and we're back together better than ever.


Quoted from Darylization.

Thursday, June 12, 2008

Loved? Pity? or just For The Sake?

+*edited*+

first time i did after coming back was sleep...
didnt want to think or do any thing else.
but i woke up a few times and end up giving up sleeping.

i saw wat's in his blog... funny thing was i nv expect him to blog it to public :S wat will ppl think?
anyway... :( donno wat to say...

kinda disappointed a little bit lar.. just bcoz i nv go to the church camp.
hopefully ppl around us wont get into the way, including gary.
we promised each other not to get any single words from anyone else but God.
but as wat i wrote in my blog,
i'll put my trust in Him on wat is best for me and him or us (if).

i really donno how i will know the answer as for the past few yr,
i don really get wat God has to say or asks me to do.
well, its only right aint? for us not to know and God always knows the answer.


All the best on the casting...
i wont be studying today and tmr...
wanna focus on just having fun, too stressed up with things around us and exam.
(but i somehow knowing i will fail~ lol~)
but of coz i don want to prolong it bcoz i dont want to get pity or pretending.


Pray for me or him or us if u guys care. :)
God bless.

Saturday, June 7, 2008

Latest Fav Song.


The Call by Regina Spektor


It started out as a feeling
Which then grew into a hope
Which then turned into a quiet thought
Which then turned into a quiet word

And then that word grew louder and louder
'Til it was a battle cry

I'll come back
When you call me
No need to say goodbye

Just because everything's changing
Doesn't mean it's never
Been this way before

All you can do is try to know
Who your friends are
As you head off to the war

Pick a star on the dark horizon
And follow the light

You'll come back
When it's over
No need to say good bye

Now we're back to the beginning
It's just a feeling and now one knows yet
But just because they can't feel it too
Doesn't mean that you have to forget

Let your memories grow stronger ans stronger
'Til they're before your eyes

You'll come back
When it's over
No need to say good bye


i might want to watch Narnia just for the sake of this song. ;p

Tuesday, June 3, 2008

Happy Birthday Honey!

No spoiler given here.

For the sake for my Darling and the planner, Me!

:)



Happy Birthday Darling!

and Gary.

=]