WhatisBestfromGOD?

note:this post is totally emo and...ya emo. which all just came to mind to express. don have to bother.


i think i recall a song lyrics saying,
'...the person who love me the most, hurt me the most...'
in mandarin of coz.


greedy is the word i believe,
at least its how i feel now....
i can't just close one eye and go on,
but where is the thrust?


i know in my whole life i will never ever cheat on sumone!
not even thinking bout another person.


is it right to ask for more?
and try looking around and see whether 'the one' is actually another person?
how can a person falling in love with sumone and
probably wanna try out another person?
and turn back telling the gal, 'i think u r not the one which i was wrong at the first place. and now i found the one.'
where is loyalty?


isn't God will alway do what is best for us?



im amazed by everything!
and surprised that im ever this calm.
at the same thing, being hurt so bad.



yes, the answer is not here yet.
even still?
all these things didnt bother u?


u said u will alway end up hurting people arpund u.
but did u ever tried to make 'them' smile?

but remember i will not let go the bridge unless u let go, u said.









i tried to smile for u and i.
and i will smile for u.