this is not a REAL post,
because im going out for dinner with teammates soon
and after that is our meeting.
don wanna keep u guys waiting
so i think i better leave a msg before i go.

• DotA.

i know, its still hanging there,
let me get over with tomorrow's
presentation for Jingle
and
i'll get back! =)

• Jingle

Interested in knowing what brand
and what jingle we came up?
xp
hints: jingle for curry powder.
lol

**********************************************

yesterday i had a meeting too
and
i brought dear along.
so dear could get to know
the ppl i have been mixing with.
^^
and all of us DID get along.
im glad i did bring dear along plus
i wanted to follow dear to cc after that.

its been a long time ever since
i have seen dear play DotA.
and yesterday i asked Calvin to come along to Blitzone too.

im glad i did went along,
and im really proud of him. muak!
He is a pro DotA player.
(not so sure about other games. :s mayb FF.)

ok lah,
i wont be joining him tonight.
REALLY REALLY lack of sleep d.
mayb tmr. ^^v
really hope i can get to his standards ASAP.

Good night.

cheers!

-her.

DotA anyone?

well, honestly somethings i hate it. ><

before i continue,
gals pls, pls chill k?
*Jane? ;p*
but mayb did any of u ever wonder
'when will my bf get bored with this thing?!'
or
'its just a online games or sth,%$^@&#*!!'
(according to Darylization, its a sports. hmm)
let me do the maths
and
i'll get back to u gals. =]

and yes,
i went tru it too.
and wth now im inviting ppl to DotA?
or
Defense of the Ancients?


sounds wrong both why, huh?
hee~

cheers!

-her.

random.

met up with friends few days ago,

catching up with each other.
and sharing how b*tch some gal can be..
and share wat kind of nonsense they will say.
well, at least i alot felt better
after knowing im not the only having crazy ppl around me.
lol ;p

and we talk bout facial stuff...
the things i brought from the forum! really works.
shopping and more shopping =]
and more meeting up!

i reformatted my laptop,
now i out of ps and ai. crap~
btw, my class just got itself 2 love birds.

well, i used to think
'yeah! its coll. a whole new life,
whole new me, new friends,
mayb get myself a bf etc..... plus fun fun and fun teehee~'
-.-

anyway, after a few month,
the first one.
not gonna name them.
i think they dont want the whole class to know just yet.
=]

yeah, today totally randomness. lol.
btw Eli Stone, New Amsterdam, Terminator The Sarah Connor Chronicles, and Aliens In America are MUST watch. ;)

im sick. :(
but i think i will have to order
Mcd's and they always come with
cold coke.
its 8pm now.
so better not go out alone.
here goes 1300-13-1300.

since its randomness for today.
one random pic for the day.

a very lousy floor plan of my coll.
can really get lost with this stupid thing.
well, of coz being in IACT for months, i don need this any more.
but i took this back then to keep myself from getting lost.
x]

i change my playlist btw. hee~
wanted to add more songs
but its either cant be played or no souse.
first - Corrine Bailey Rae - Like A Star
Second- Mandy Moore - Cry


well, get well soon pls! ><

cheers!

-her.

Tagged.

Tagged by Jane Yeoh.

Remove one question from below, add in one of your own(personal), to make a total of 20. Tag 10 people in your list in the end of this post. Notify them.


1. At what age do you wish to be married?
hmm, no fixed age but according to Darylization.blogspot.com. 25? ;p

2. If you were to be stranded on a deserted island, who are the 3 blog buddies you'd take and why?
blog buddies? why blog buddies? well, first daryl (of coz! and till death do us apart), secondly er... i rather take my buddies who dont blog. because they DON'T!! :(

3. Where is the place that you want to go the most?
Heaven.

4. If you can have 1 dream come true, what would it be?
i will try my hardest to make that ALL come true. =]

5. Do you believe you can survive without money?
mayb. well its not a MUST have thing... but life can be much more easier and fun with it.

6. What are you afraid to lose the most?
God.


7. If you win $ 1 Million, what would you do?
Open I*****e.

8. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
Already did. Love u Dear!


9. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
er... a reader? well its good u know? ppl nowadays hardly read k? (btw the books i told u are written by Robyn Sisman. one is perfect strangers and special relationship. i can pass them to u on the movie day. ;])

a blogger. she really love to write and read and write and read. lol just kidding...

and jog!

o ya! she blur sometimes, its good too. can make us laugh *wide smile* hee~


10. What requirement you wish from your other half?
=] He knows it. and he said hes a pro lover.

11. What kind of person you hate the most?
hate. i rather not use the word hate but dislike.
who smokes in front of ppl. (pls go back home and smoke and take in all the secondhand smoke to urself thank u!)

who speak and act without thinking.

who doesnt use brain when they are blessed for given one. =)

ppl who order more than they can eat and do not take away the leftovers. (ppl are dying bcoz of hunger.)


12. If you are given the chance to go back to the past and make a difference, will you?
no. everything have its point for being there.

13. What is your most embarrassing moment in your entire life?
dont recall any right now.


14. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
The word of God. i cant see how human being can lives without it.

17. If there's ever a war (Or something similar) happening in your place, are you gonna move to a safer place or fight?
depends.

16. If you have the chance, which part of your character you would like to change?
sleeping hours.

17. Who is the person that you can share all your problems with?
my boyfriend, if not then will be my girlfriends.

18. What's your weakest point?
writing and reading. ><

19. What's the thing that you're most proud of?
my mind and soul.

mind is wat Lord has given and shaped. soul is wat belong to him.

20. What is the one thing you regret most?

i used to regret but now i learn from it.

i didnt change any question. no tag list too. hope it help on knowing me better. ;]

cheers.

-her.

Took it Back.

yes i took it back.

The reason i took it back, it's simply because the entire public apology seems insincere enough to all of you and for some, it was interpreted as a lie.

Did any of u realize, if i don even bother bout u guys why should openly post a post and say sorry at the first place and let u guys comment? yes and again, i took the comments back. I strongly believe that you guys are very stressed up and having an emotional roller coaster.. it's expected that you might type things you don't mean at the moment. Furthermore, it's to avoid unwanted interpretations from the public towards all of us.

like one of u said, we went tru 4 months together.

But did any of u mind sharing ur problem or stress, to made myself a listener and a person to share my pain too?

We're supposed to be friends. Not just students who solely commit themselves to meetings and assignments, and do not relate anything else to each other.

I was being rather expressive recently. I felt that you guys will understand and help me out through this difficult phase in college. Day by day i tried to motivate myself to keep going and not cause a burden to others. After all, i didn't claim to be perfect, neither did i try act as if i'm perfect.

By the way, did any of u notice i having a hard time clicking with u guys? i tried my best to blend in and trust me, it was not an easy effort.

well, its all come back to blaming isnt it? i blame u, u blame me,and in the end, nothing's solved. Only more damage is dealt to both parties, i'm not the only one going through a tough time, because it's proven on your blogs, you all are equally going through a bitter and frustrated time. However, i did not even try to start pointing out each and every weaknesses you all have. I do believe you're going to claim urself as perfect?

Blaming can never solve problems. It only worsens the problem.

I did admit watever i did wrong, but please do not put words into my mouth, things i did not do or say .

I'm not here to be victimized and neither do i plan to be either.

but im disappointed as in u guys are the first group of ppl i mix with BUT i didnt expect them to cursing around, blaming ppl, short sighted.

College, is another phase of life. There bound to be miscommunication and conflicts, but I do believe that everybody agrees on treating these issues as adults/grown ups?

If it's desired that you guys want me to be less expressive, very well then, I'll just need to find other friends who are willing to accept and listen out to my problems. Friends who are willing to forgive over waiting for me for 1 hour and missed ONE meeting.

Sometimes, it's just hilarious when I look at it, you guys made it look as if it's a life and death matter. Anyhow, before you all leave anymore comments on my chatterbox, be wise with your words, it reflects on who you truly are.

Abusive words = abusive person
Bitter/filthy words = bitter and filthy person
"Lalala, i don't care whatever you say" words = childish person
Critical and constructive words = matured individual

I think you get the point.

May we resolve this issue as adults, God bless.

Huge Mistake!

+*edited*+

will get back soon. =]

Im so so so sorry.

weather changed. i got the news that u will need an operation. my heart beat stopped.
i asked myself why!? why didn't i took good care of u?!
he said "u will lose all ur memory but it is the cost to keep u alive."
tears dropped. all the memory will be erased but its okay. i will keep them in my heart.
its okay, after u recover i will take good care of u! i promise!

i love u! my laptop.



-her.