One to Go and Here I Come 1U.

Finally, last paper to go!!! yipyip hurray! =D

pray hard i don fail for the past two paper!

but if i do, im not surpise... :s

but then huh, we ONLY got ten days holiday....

%$#%&*&@

haiz better than nth lo ><

gonna reararrge my room, shop shop shop! hee~

+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

Joke of the Day.

what a gal says when she look into a closet?

O I C U R M T !

In 100 pieces.

this is not the 100th post i wrote but the 100th i published.


i was in pieces days back,
but Love and Lord put me back in pieces.
but then i realize one piece is missing!
i know what happen to the piece,
i know where to find it
but i don know how to get it back.

can i?
or is the new owner keeping it safe?
or is the new owner never gonna give it back to me?
or does the owner wants more than that?


No please!
come back to me please,
so i may be the whole me again,
smile whole heartedly again,
love whole heartedly again.

Tears and Laughters; My Love and I.

Tears were shed and the "test of relationship" was canceled.

We made apologies to each other over the silly things we said and thought of during the period of silence.

I was only to realize the reason I could not utter "I love you" whole heartedly was simply the reason of guilt in my heart. The guilt of hiding very important to her.

I won't reveal it here, it's rather personal :)

But thank you to those who shared their concern for us and we're back together better than ever.


Quoted from Darylization.

Loved? Pity? or just For The Sake?

+*edited*+

first time i did after coming back was sleep...
didnt want to think or do any thing else.
but i woke up a few times and end up giving up sleeping.

i saw wat's in his blog... funny thing was i nv expect him to blog it to public :S wat will ppl think?
anyway... :( donno wat to say...

kinda disappointed a little bit lar.. just bcoz i nv go to the church camp.
hopefully ppl around us wont get into the way, including gary.
we promised each other not to get any single words from anyone else but God.
but as wat i wrote in my blog,
i'll put my trust in Him on wat is best for me and him or us (if).

i really donno how i will know the answer as for the past few yr,
i don really get wat God has to say or asks me to do.
well, its only right aint? for us not to know and God always knows the answer.


All the best on the casting...
i wont be studying today and tmr...
wanna focus on just having fun, too stressed up with things around us and exam.
(but i somehow knowing i will fail~ lol~)
but of coz i don want to prolong it bcoz i dont want to get pity or pretending.


Pray for me or him or us if u guys care. :)
God bless.

Happy Birthday Honey!

No spoiler given here.

For the sake for my Darling and the planner, Me!

:)

Happy Birthday Darling!

and Gary.

=]

Today's sunset.

beautiful isn't?

well, so i should give credits to the painter.
My Heavenly Father.

:)

Malacca How Are You?

NOTE: this post is not in details.

Vy Yin texted me yesterday morning at 5am,
asked me whether i wanna join them for a day trip to Malacca.
and of coz i did and i ask dear to tag along too.

it's been a yr since we went back to Malacca,
they wanted to eat the famous LOCAL chicken rice ball in jangkar streets
but it was packed like it always do, but seriously it just chicken rice in a shape of a ball.
(pls marked my words! Malacca is my hometown, locals know what is best there. thank u. :) )
So we went for the shop we ate last time which we had the duck noodles and Malacca satay.
(its not satay celup but Malacca satay.)
we order 70 sticks, but honestly dear and i can eat more! >< YES! how i wish both Malacca cendol and satay can be fought in KL!
but both me and daryl don mind just to travel down for REAL GOOD food. *hee* ;)
and er we went to dataran mall, A'Famosa....


(i stopped here and went out for late dinner at friday's with jasper and the rest, and had some other activities all the way at KK. Current time is 1014 in the morning, i just got home so i shall get some sleep and finnish this post after getting the pics etc..)


in details pls wait for the pics and videos. they are with Vy Yin and Daryl.
wait till she pass them to me and darling to edit.


get more sleep pls ><
yes, i cant tahan 1 night without sleep.

Birthday Boy and Belated Birthday Girl.

both 20.
2 candles.
2 straws.
1 candle for each only.
the only time we get to make fun of them,
why not? ;)

we light them again and again.
thanks to foong. hee~
celine : "YOU SUCK LAR!"
and she manages to blow ONE candle only.
thats our girl! ;)

"NOoooo I HOLD U PRESS!" foong.
hmm. its foong wat do we expect? haha

and the manager gave us this HUGE knife,
lol it sure help out lots but
i think they really wanna close and get us out. :S

hmmm, how to cut for 24 person?



too bad both of them need to go back home early,
but the rest of us went to 1u to watch movie.
so me and honey watched Prince Caspian twice.
we dont mind, personally i like it.
and this time darling dont smelled like Caramel Macchiato
throughout the movie.. >< pls refer to Darylization.
sorry dear.


well,
Happy Birthday Foong and Happy Belated Birthday Celine! :)

Blog Upgrading.

Blog Upgrading.

got a party to catch, be back soon. =]

Miss You and the Bed!

I havent seen my darling in two days,
but i finally get to spend time with him for awhile without *a-hem* ANYONE yesterday.
i texted him the night before and said i wont be able to see him the next day too.
and he replied.
'Why not? I want to see dear.....'
and of coz i wanted to see him BADLY too but my day were pack with classes and meeting.
so i told him my plans for the next day, im only free from 3 to 6.
where during that hour darling might not be awake.
so he requested breakfast but both of us are too tired to make it come true. >< style="font-style: italic;">pergi,
the meetings started much MUCH later. like 5 hours later..... at 11pm.
and end the meeting at 9 in the morning...
well half of them are doing two ASSignments at the same time...
and all of us didnt get much sleep for this week, how glad its over!


well, and finally another ASSignment down today.
BUT *i hate the but part! roar!* tmr got test and another new group ASSignment to meet up!

I NEED MY TERM BREAK!!

or more time to spend with my honey at least!
or rest!

freaking exhausted right now, but still hanging there... *feel like puking.... -.-*

tmr gonna watch The Chronicles Of Narnia: Prince Caspian with classmates at Mid Valley
and one of the best part darling is coming! yeah!
im so gonna throw everything aside and enjoy the night!



study fro test tmr? :( here i come!!!! hell.

Saving Mode On!

Went out shopping for formal wear with classmates (Calvin, Alex, Felicia and Vy Yin).
anyway they roughly spend around 200 to 500 including food. hehehe.
me le? pat on the back, i spend only 40!
didnt buy anything cloths, but spend on FOOD alone.
saving mode is totally on baby!
for... a secret make a women women. *wink* ;)

pics during early dinner at Sushi Grove.

"Life is too short to eat bad sushi!"
Leonardo D'vinci
Leonardo? really? o.O

total 8 plates of sushi plus calvin's set dish.
34 per person.
ouch. but it was fun and worthy. :)

Well here comes pic of the day!
tadda~

when i was at Alex's house waiting for the rest to and pick us up
i requested for a drink and he served me with this

Stupid Yellow Man Cup
d i g i SUCKS!!
its totally
TIME TO CHANGE!
to Maxis or at least celcom.
SMART SLOGAN! +1 for that.

Love Letter <3

yesterday i went back home from class

in a really really bad mood.

so my honey came over
bringing along a big bottle of drinking water
and
these! 7 of them!
i shall call it 'Kisses Cookies' for now,
coz the finalized cookies is not out yet.
and i wont tell u guys what is it!
hee~

look at it!
they just literally melt in my mouth!
yummm~

another cookie!
hmm, big smile on the happy girl!
=D

how could i ever ask for more
when my boyfriend knows how to bake?
(mayb cook? ;p)

he even tried to make me laugh
at the moment he showed me the
'Kisses Cookies'
and said
'like ta bian hor?'
well, sorry dear it was not funny. :(
well the ones at your house do look funny.
hehehe.
their 'bottom' are way bigger!

how could i ever ask for more
when my boyfriend knows how to take care of me?
walk all the way here with a huge water bottle?
thank u honey, u know me the best!
(my house no drinking water ><)

how could i ever ask for more
with a boyfriend like u, Honey! :)



my math is perfectly fine! *wink* ;]

Labour Day or just another Public Day.

haha, jingle presentation was fun!
most pics are with the rest,
i only have this two with me. ;p

i took them for Daryl actually,
called him before the presentation.
to see where is he, confirm the tickets for 'Orang Besi',
the dinner at 1u with him, Ean and Gary on tak
and let him know the fun is just about to begin.
so he wants me to take photos of me wearing it.

jingle:

(all sing)
currysoore, add in some water and.
currysoore, add in the pepper and.
currysoore, very very spicy and.
currysoore, not to forget very very tasty.

(our only indian friend, Shankar yells)
What is the best curry?!
(the rest answer)
Babas!!!!
(continues)
What is the tastiest curry?!
Babas!!!!
(Shankar points at the crowd and yell)
What is your No.1 choice?!!
Babas!!!

(jingle continue)
currysoore, my family love it very much.
currysoore, my niegbour love it very much.
currysoore, my friends love it very much.
currysoore, you will love it very mucccccccchhhhhhh~
(Shankar)
Babas! Spice Up Your Life!

lol~
and guess wat song did we use? hmm?

Dr. Bombay - Calcutta *the chorus part only*
its very irritating and lame right? But its sticks to the head huh? ;)



another assignment down!!!
two more to go yeah!! and comes the exam! :(
oh well..
before that lets relax, its Labour Day and Iron man!
its really cool, i think it will be the amount i watch Tranformer x2. hee~
and i super love the yeng and gay-ness of the technology in the movie.
love the glass, the linked comp and table and the car plates!!!
(mayb i should name them like that but daryl and i agreed only 1 car for each of us. =] and lets not spoiled it for u la k?)

all of us (Daryl, Gary, Rachael, Ean, Anderson and i) really really enjoyed ourselves
but the Hengs think it could be better if theres 'Matrix' moves.
personally i think its good without it.
maybe as a advertiser i dont think i will be happy if ppl relate my production with other stuff.
anyway,

self originality people!

;)

btw,
yes i play dota and i really like it actually.
it start off by trying to know what my boyfriend is really good at and the things he is interest in.
but i havnt been playing for q awhile.
well, i did hated it.
hopefully wont again. (sad memories.... :( )
and i got myself some training from my very own trainer yesterday night.
he only use up 3 months to become pro, hmmm....
how about me? ><


before the day ends,

Happy Birthday Elvin Loz!!! ;p

cheers!

-her.

this is not a REAL post,
because im going out for dinner with teammates soon
and after that is our meeting.
don wanna keep u guys waiting
so i think i better leave a msg before i go.

• DotA.

i know, its still hanging there,
let me get over with tomorrow's
presentation for Jingle
and
i'll get back! =)

• Jingle

Interested in knowing what brand
and what jingle we came up?
xp
hints: jingle for curry powder.
lol

**********************************************

yesterday i had a meeting too
and
i brought dear along.
so dear could get to know
the ppl i have been mixing with.
^^
and all of us DID get along.
im glad i did bring dear along plus
i wanted to follow dear to cc after that.

its been a long time ever since
i have seen dear play DotA.
and yesterday i asked Calvin to come along to Blitzone too.

im glad i did went along,
and im really proud of him. muak!
He is a pro DotA player.
(not so sure about other games. :s mayb FF.)

ok lah,
i wont be joining him tonight.
REALLY REALLY lack of sleep d.
mayb tmr. ^^v
really hope i can get to his standards ASAP.

Good night.

cheers!

-her.

random.

met up with friends few days ago,

catching up with each other.
and sharing how b*tch some gal can be..
and share wat kind of nonsense they will say.
well, at least i alot felt better
after knowing im not the only having crazy ppl around me.
lol ;p

and we talk bout facial stuff...
the things i brought from the forum! really works.
shopping and more shopping =]
and more meeting up!

i reformatted my laptop,
now i out of ps and ai. crap~
btw, my class just got itself 2 love birds.

well, i used to think
'yeah! its coll. a whole new life,
whole new me, new friends,
mayb get myself a bf etc..... plus fun fun and fun teehee~'
-.-

anyway, after a few month,
the first one.
not gonna name them.
i think they dont want the whole class to know just yet.
=]

yeah, today totally randomness. lol.
btw Eli Stone, New Amsterdam, Terminator The Sarah Connor Chronicles, and Aliens In America are MUST watch. ;)

im sick. :(
but i think i will have to order
Mcd's and they always come with
cold coke.
its 8pm now.
so better not go out alone.
here goes 1300-13-1300.

since its randomness for today.
one random pic for the day.

a very lousy floor plan of my coll.
can really get lost with this stupid thing.
well, of coz being in IACT for months, i don need this any more.
but i took this back then to keep myself from getting lost.
x]

i change my playlist btw. hee~
wanted to add more songs
but its either cant be played or no souse.
first - Corrine Bailey Rae - Like A Star
Second- Mandy Moore - Cry


well, get well soon pls! ><

cheers!

-her.

Giving it All.

It's Chinese New Year. Different is that this year i didnt went shopping because im broke. I didnt go any where because i have things to do. Different is i wont be getting any ang poa since im not visiting anyone. Different is I felt alone and i felt fear.

We had plans, i have never doubt about them a simple bit. But, i felt fear. I had and will put it in all which including future, money, faith and my future partner. Dont get me wrong but right now at this moment which im all alone by myself and i know every single one i knew are having their dinner for new year eve with their family, i felt fear. What if, i meant what if i loses them all?

Not long ago, someone i knew doubt about me, about my relationship, about me ending up with Daryl, makes me wonder if what they said is gonna come true, then all i left with is a diploma and my faith to God.

I used to be someone that separate all my eggs in all different baskets, which make me felt better and safer. Now i wont or at least i know i will not. Its not at if i dont have a choice but im ready to go for it, for myself, for Him, for the people that look down to me and for him. Right now i just wanna balance it because we will never know what will happen the right next second and order mcd's. the hungry~

ps: But nv give stupid reasons for not promising anything just because we wont know wat will happend tmr. Which remind me of my ex(which im not sure whether we were!)'s attitude! Lame.

Anyway, Happy Chinese New Year!

-her.

a new start.

*no pictures, only updates... sorie*

this monday was the orientation. next monday will be my first class (mass com). everything seems fine NOW, room half way done (more shopping is needed! ><), need to fine where to print or else i gg (or i will have to go buy printer!), have been practising alot on bakery, etc..

this jan intake we only have 20 students, and half goes to Advertising/Marketing which i belong to. i hope i will finish this 2 and half yrs peacefully and i hope i wont have to stand out or being focus on too much! i seriously don need them at all! or i should say i don want them anymore!! hopefully some one from my class could stand out or take the leadership (and provide the leadership WELL!). and i will only have do my part with no one noticing! ^^

coll gave us a short project on testing on our creativity. topic is "introduce ourselves". i have 4 ideas on the day itself but since we wont be getting any marks out of it but only the top 3 will get gifts and top 3 are voted out from our seniors, so i will be on the easiest yet creative one. hee~

its super hard to type and think wat to type next when ppl yelling 'ON YOUR RIGHT! ON YOUR RIGHT!' or 'DOWN DOWN!' or 'IDOIT! ** ***!' etc... yes, im in the cyber typing this post bcoz i still haven't get my connection. i think i gonna get izzi ba....(any suggestion?) and in half an hour i will be leaving for yam cha at William's.

o ya, forgot to mention. i went clubbing last year. right before new year eve. why on earth did i go for? for ying ying... she wants to go there so much and as i am one of the sister in the group, i am forced to go and a must go as i am few of one of them which understand and share her problems. but im glad darling came along with me, which i felt safer! even tho i totally trusted my friends =) they are the ppl where i can lay my life on! we went to Mardigras, a freaking 50 buck per person for the lousy dj. half way tru im ord yawning! its so boring! wat a waste of my money and time and experience! rawr~~~~ but at first we were high tho ;p i haven't been dancing for such a long time! and Ying was drunk as expert.... haha that moment was fun tho ;] her yelling, joking around...

when a person is drunk true colours shows, yes she did said stuff which i will nv approved but overall she is a really sweet gal and i believe she could find someone better or i could say The One. but after all these tears, screaming, yelling, drinking and dancing. they are back together, what the heck? nvm, we meet her later to find out... but dear(li hui) and i we seriously don know wat to say but to shake our head at the moment we got her news and the moment i meet up with dear and talked bout it...... one way to find out! 9pm yam cha, William's.


i lazy to type and i not sure wat to type next, but before i go gonna share this with all of u. it's very touching, news i got it from yahoo.tw (act. some china newspaper la..), a must read! don understand? go get some website to trans!

狗貓情深 狗不讓死貓下葬

英國一隻﹝蘭開夏赫勒﹞狗奧斯卡跟家裡的老貓亞瑟感情好，亞瑟死了，捨不得跟他分開，就把他從墳地裡挖出來拖回屋裡。

飼主貝爾老先生跟太太養了一條狗，一隻貓作伴。奧斯卡才十八個月大，從小就跟亞瑟一起玩。亞瑟個子大，常幫奧斯卡爬上沙發。前兩天，老亞瑟壽終正寢。貝爾先生在院子裡刨了個坑，把亞瑟埋了。埋的時候，奧斯卡一直在旁邊。

第二天早上，貝爾先生看到貓籃子裡，亞瑟安祥的躺著，身上乾乾淨淨的，一點土都沒有。貝爾說，亞瑟很重，奧斯卡一定花了不少力氣才能把他拖回籃子裡。更讓貝爾感動的是，奧斯卡還把亞瑟舔得乾乾淨淨的。

貝爾後來又找了個地方埋了亞瑟，還給奧斯卡買了個新朋友小貓林白作伴。

ta.

The New Begining.

It's late right now, i'll be traveling tonight.
i might be able to catch up with u, or even see u again.
pls rmb all the good things happen around me and forget the bads.
i wish u all the best and God bless! as u meet ur new friend.
take care for me and say hi for me.
and always rmb to put on a big smile whenever he's around.









sender : 2007






yes, i have not been updating since 15th, after the Genting trip, after Evening of Carols, after The Birth of Christ - Christmas! , after moving back to Damansara, after New Year eve, and now im still stucked here with no connection at my new place when im blogging here at darling's place wishing all of u a Happy New Year!




God bless!

- her.

大清后宫

大清后宫 (Da Qing Hou Gong)

This is one of the drama i watched back in Nan Ling, 南岭.
(The Nanling (simplified characters: 南岭, traditional characters 南嶺) are a group of mountain ranges of southern China, running through Guangxi Zhuang Autonomous Region, Guangdong province province. The Nanling mountains separate Central China from South China. Areas south of the ranges are tropical, and Hunan in climate, permitting two crops of rice to be grown each year.)
*more details in mandarin click here*
i have just reached the ep i have watched back then.how i wish China trip could be longer. and now i finally understand why Woon Hui's family and relative would like to travel the whole China. but how i hope i know where my root is. as i will nv know unless.... anyway, back to the show, i like it alotm i even prefer this to the Hong Kong base ine. its just diff, the language, the slang, the places, the history etc. i think its a good show, so i would like to share it with every one. =)

《大清后宫》分集剧情介绍

第一集
　　清朝，嘉庆年间，天理教攻入皇宫，二阿哥绵宁小妾绣心为掩护丈夫，不幸失踪，而后不久，嘉庆驾崩，绵宁登上皇位，成了道光皇帝，为报绣心相救之恩，四处寻找她的下落，可惜一直没有结果，直到五年后的一天，绣心忽然出现，道光帝大喜之余封其为全妃。
　　全妃为巩固势力，不断地排除异己，而她最强硬的对手就是道光帝的祥嫔，大雨的夜晚，祥嫔与戏子杜菊笙偷情，被全妃撞破，祥嫔情急之下挥刀杀死菊笙，全妃以此为借口软禁祥嫔，没想到祥嫔却利用全妃做寿的机会，以舞蹈引起道光帝的注意，并宣称........

give it a try, if u wanna read up more click here.
if i were any one of them, i wont enter the places at the first place. future and hope will nv be the same again. and life will nv be in their own hand.
i wont say its truth colours but selfishness. and the poor king, he has all the power he wants, but he will nv find a truth soul mate.
but its fun to see how they play with words and power. ;p

when we are in China, we went to some historical places, while the team leader is explaining, Madoka keep asking us to translate. which is very annoying!
its very hard to listen and translate and talk and take pictures and look around at the SAME time! =,=
so my mom and i were telling her, see lah, ask u to learn mandarin don wanna listen,now don understand a word, etc etc.
but seriously lo, even as a half Chinese, can u give some respect??
all she know bout China is the 4 beauties of China.
and when we are at the night market, she saw one of the coin of the beauties.
and she get so exited keep asking me, is this who who who IN japaneses.
hack like i understand!!!!
They are Wang Zhao Jun, Dian Chan, Xi Shi, Yang Gui Fei !!!
sis u tell me pila pala sakura, how will i understand? hm?
in the end i asked her the 4 beauties in China? yayaya! =.=|||

and after came back i acutally find out this sharing vidoes website like youtube and crunchyroll. Voeh.com and i found 还珠格格(Huan Zhu Ge Ge, Princess Pearl) season 1.
i know its a really really old drama and a must watch when im standard six. ;p
so i have stopped watching why why love, heroes and bull fighting after i finish this two drama.
or not if i found out more. ;p
A little update bout my trip for now. more to come soon. ;]

Lately.

sorry for being lost (vanishing) for so long.
if any of u noticed.

on the 27th/28th i went to Hanoi and Qui Ling for 7 days.
*pictures and details are coming...*

came back, the first thing is to see my darling.
settle down, unpack, give gifts, look for room etc.
and i finally settled finding my new room, 4 houses after zhee yuien's house.
thanks to dear's mom, she gave me the information.
and thank God it is a really nice house and room.
even tho i need to go settle bout the internet myself.
wonder why 3 working ladies no need to online meh?
yup, my future housemate are all OL (office ladies).

going to Genting on the 17th.
my first time going to a trip with frens.
don count the one day trip down to my home town with zy and the visit back home town for jasmine and kor.
sad right? even after spm my mom wont allow me to go any else where except for KL. =.=
and finally! this time with darling along! =)

for personal reasons we make it short.
3 days and 2 nights. and right after the trip i'll will be packing and moving back to damansara.
happy!!!
but i need to go buy a single size bed.
my queen size bed wont fix into the room. swt~ now i need to send it back to my mom.

so many things to be done in 4 days time.
need to go shopping for Genting, go to TOA and IACT, get used to the area.
and now this time i wont be staying near any shopping complex! :(

Kiara Park is near 1u, PJS9 is near Sunway Pyramid, Palm Spring is near IKEA, Ikano, The Curve and Tesco, Damansara Kim - none. got lah, Mini Market Gan. ;p

then dear was fetch me to the nearest 1u o. hehehe~

well now wat i wanna do is to surf IKEA's website to check for their bed.
and watch Da Qing Hou Gong, eat Snickers (have to buy something to brake the 50 note but bus ticket, $1!), play DS, call darling....

chocolate remind me of the sinful Secret Recipe's Chocolate Indulgence.
on the 10th its was their 10th anniversary. offer for buy 1 whole cake free 1 whole cake.
its was darling's mom birthday.
so they brought Chocolate Indulgence and White Chocolate Macadamia.
yet to try the white chocolate, but darling says its sweeter than usual. :(
how le how le? sinful chocolate indulgence and even sweeter white chocolate macadamia!
die!!!!


thanks for Kai Xian for fetching me back to sunway from Cathay.
we, Jane, Kai Xian, Gary, me and darling just watched the Warlords.
its the first time, i cried that bad for a movie and so many times!
Good show, and its really realistic!
many might not get it, but see the bigger picture, ok?
i have been watching alot of older age drama lately, after coming back from China.
leaving China was heart breaking! its my first time to China, and seeing my 'home town', where my root come from.
in the Movie they did mention a bit of Christianity.
its a good news that Gospel has finally reach back to China as people of China has totally forgotten bout it ever since the tale of buddha brought over from India.
if u have any comments about wat i just said, read this flash FIRST before leaving any. =) http://www.wbschool.org/Chinese.swf


anyway, i'll be real busy till New Year.
don hope to see anything much from me, till then. ;p

i will be a fresh grad and newbie all over again when coll starts.
lets pray all things will go well, for me, for people around me as we seek for hope and put our faith in Him!



take care!
Happy Hols to everyone!
God bless!